One-Sided Love Affair

Meron daw tinatawag na one-sided love affair. Ito daw 'yung ikaw lang yung nagpapaka pagod magmahal pero ang minamahal mo eh dedma lang sayo.

Hmmm..di ako naniniwala na ang one-sided love ay isang affair. An affair usually involves two or more individuals who have agreed to enter into a mutually satisfactory, emotional and sexual relationship.

There are always two sides in every coin, ika nga. At ganun din sa mga bagay-bagay. Ang mismong mundo natin ay nilikha at dinisenyo gamit ang konsepto ng pagbabalanse ng dalawang magkasalungat na bagay. Tubig at lupa. Araw at gabi. Lamig at init. Babae at lalaki.

Ganun din sa larangan ng pag-ibig. Marahil hindi lang angkop ang salitang one-sided pagdating sa pag-ibig. Dahil tulad ng karamihan ng mga bagay-bagay sa mundo, may dalawang mukha ito parati. It's either he loves you or he doesn't.

If you think you are engaged in a one-sided love affair, i.e., you love him more and he loves you less, it is safe to say that you are just performing self masturbation. Pleasurable sometimes, but very unfulfilling. Just a thought, meheheh..! :D

A Love Story When You Wake Up

Hello there, I just want to share this cute and short love story. Got it from symbianize.com, naisip ko lang s'yang i-post on my blog kasi I really got amazed and I was like..so kilig..specially on the last part..hehe!!! So here it goes...

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Mag-aalas dos na pala. Kanina pa kami magkausap ni Maui. Ang makulit pero cute kong friend. Nakilala ko lang siya sa isang site. Mga 2years na din kaming magkakilala. Nakwento ko na ata lahat sa kanya. Kanina tinext niya ko, curious daw siya eh..

"Dee, musta na kayo? Bat single ka na?" bungad na tanong niya sakin.

"wala ng kami Mau, ako na lang. Single na nga di'ba?" pilosopo kong sagot.

"ewan Dee! Anlabo mo! Haha. Oi may maaalala." pang-aasar niya sakin

"shut up Mau, ibablock kita!" ganting biro ko naman.

Sabi niya sakin nagkainteres lang naman siyang kaibiganin ako dahil sa mga ginagawa ko. Wow, utang na loob ko pa? :-D

"oh, bat dika pa tulog Dee?" pangungulit niya sakin

"wag kang magulo, iniisip ko siya kaya di ako makatulog" sagot ko naman.

"woshoo! Iniisip mo siya kaya di ka makatulog? o di ka makatulog kaya iniisip mo na lang siya?" pang-aasar pa din sakin...pero, napaisip ako may point din siya. Which is which?

"Mau, iniisip niya kaya ako?" iwas tanong ko.

"duh! Mauntog ka naman! She regrets everything, yung mga ginawa mo, kinaya n'yang kalimutan yun lahat ng ganun-ganun lang and you'll ask me that stupid question?!" she answered furiously.

"oh cool ka lang Mau, masyado kang high blood" sabi ko na lang.

Maybe Mau was right. Kasi ako madaming nawala pero wala akong pinagsisihan. So maybe, she's right when she said that everything I did with my ex is not important to my ex. Ang laki ko palang tanga!!

"I'm so glad you're there with your cynic point of views Mau" pang-aasar ko din sa kanya.

Then she answered, "no i am not a cynic person, yun ang reality, so kelan yung next gawa mo nang story?" ..."next week na lang or tomorrow Mau, it's midnight, ayaw mo pang matulog?" i said, trying to get rid of her.

"wag puro broken ha, kasawa na Dee! Yung nakaka-inlove naman. Para inlove ka ulit."

"wala akong inspirasyon Mau. you know that I can't write without a subject."

"can't you do a random love story?"

i sigh and said, "I can't. You know how I write."

"eh di matatagalan pa yan, let's sleep na", she finally asked me to go to sleep.

"I need a love story Mau, you know that.."

then answered, "no Dee.. You need love... You do the story.."

i did not reply...

She then text again...

[dami diyan Dee... Turtle ka lang!]

and i said:

can you be that girl Mau?

She asked, "what girl Dee? "

I replied, "that girl I'd love to talk to, and talk about.. That girl behind my every story... The reason of my every love story... Gawa tayo ng love story?"

she did not replied..

Shit.. Nalintikan na..

Ano na kaya iniisip niya...

I texted again...

I said hey,. No reply...

I then said goodnight..

Tinabi ko na phone ko. Napa-isip ako..

Ang gago ko.. Tsk..!

Why do i have to pull stunt like that?

Makatulog na nga...

Then nagring mobile phone ko..

Si Maui...

Nag-isip ako. Sagutin ko ba?

I decided to answer.

With her sweet sleepy voice she said:

Dee... I'll look forward to that love story. The sooner we start, the better..

I think gusto naman ng mga bida yung isa't-isa... :-)

bukas paggising ko, start na ng love story ha? Goodnight Dee, I Love You.."

And with excitement, i said, "affirmative. :-)"